I'm Irrelevant if...

 you don't talk about me.

I lay awake this night with a lot of things on my mind. Bob Dylan once said some people feel the rain, others just get wet. I think of the people we think we know. ..only to discover later on that they have been lying to us. I think of the people who smile at you and with you and then go behind your back, talk about your business and the things that you do that make them very uncomfortable.

It hurts,  it always hurts so much.  The truth always hurts. However,  what happened to the people who come and tell you the truth in your face and you can then choose whether to get angry at them or not.  Whether to talk to them or not. I am always not so much about talking about someone in the back is just so wrong.  Talk to me, I will get mad, I might abuse you and yes I will not talk to you for a while. I will however appreciate it because at least you are not going behind my back.

In life, there are so many things that can go wrong. So many people that make mistakes that they regret. Yet they're strong enough to carry on and move on. I wonder what makes you feel or makes you move on so easily once you have maligned someone else who really has not done anything to you. I wonder just how sadistic and hurtful you can get.

Why would you do this to me when I have not done anything wrong to you. If I have, wronged you, why don’t you come and tell me that I have wronged you? If I have done something that is not good in your eyes, come over, tell me about it. Let us chat over a cuppa... To make matters worse, what you are talking about is pure lies and pure assumption. HATER! I would like to call you all sorts of names right now, I would not do that and I will not judge for it is not my place to do so. I encourage you to go on crusading about me. Go on! (breaks out in joy and ululations and cheer) go right on, get to the top of the mountain and yell all about me. I dare you!